Holy Mother Church teaches us that from before we are born God has already loved us and had a will for us. A good life is, therefore, a welcoming in the heart of that love and will. I did not become aware of this reality until after High School. Like many men, I lived much of my earlier days numbly watching life as a vapid succession of moments. In the midst of all the free time afforded by having graduated and not yet going to college, the Good Lord made Himself present to me one night. I can´t quite explain how it was. It was not like a thunderstorm or anything grand like that. Rather, I felt somewhere deep within that God was real and that from then on life would never be the same. After that moment I subtly made my way back to the confessional and the full practice of the Faith.
Above reading and praying the Catechism and Scripture, the place where I most deeply experienced the love of God was at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. There, in that fascinating time of pure worship, I felt such an authentic closeness with Christ that I had to state openly that I was most full when at Mass. This, which was God´s presentation of joy into my life, became the first and fundamental step in all my discernment. After reading a book by Archbishop Fulton Sheen called “The Priest Is Not Is Own”, I decided to make a daily Holy Hour before the Blessed Sacrament. This was the place where love for Christ truly began to flourish in my heart. There are so many sweet memories which fill my mind when I think of this period in my life, that it would be impossible to write them down. It can perhaps be best described as true love affair which integrated all that was true, good and beautiful in my life into a single path towards Christ.
The time of discernment was mainly about learning to “decrease” that Christ may “increase”. The more this takes place, the more deeply a man lives in joy. As I continue to be formed in the seminary, I become more convinced of the yearning deep within to become the love of the Heart of Christ in the world through the ministry of the priest.
- Parish: Ss. Simon and Jude Cathedral
- High School: Alhambra High School
- Grade School: Barcelona Middle School
- Year in Seminary: 1st Philosophy
- Name of Seminary You Are Attending: Seminario Mayor de Guadalajara
- Favorite Saint(s): St. Thérèse of Lisieux, St. Joseph, St. Thomas Aquinas, St. John Bosco, St. John Paul II, St. Josemaría Escrivá, St. Pio of Pietrelcina, Blessed Theresa of Calcuta, Blessed Chiara Badano, Blessed Pier Giorgio Frassati.